I'm livid right now. And I probably deserve it because I went through his phone, but I felt like I needed to. My boyfriend goes on my phone like 3 times a week and even when I ask, HE NEVER lets me see his. So tonight, while he was asleep, (like the crazy bitch that I am), I took his phone and ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I found out he has girls on snapchat which wouldn't be a problem if he would let me have guys on mine. Also, he watches porn almost everyday (WE HAVE SEX FREQUENTLY SO THERES NO REASON FOR PORN - IM A BABE!) We watch a show together and he looked up the main characters nude pictures. He was texting his friends about how he wants to fuck his coworkers AND he had shirtless pictures of himself which I have never seen before. Ladies, please help me. I've been wanting to leave him for a while because he is also abusive and manipulating but I am just so scared. Every time I try to leave, he tells me he's gonna change and he does...for about a week. I feel so trapped and I need advice. Am I being too crazy or have I just reached my breaking point?