9 dpo today worried

Ashlee
I took a 2 days ago and it was negative (I know it was too early but I had a graduation party yesterday that I knew I'd have some wine at so just for peice of mind)
I felt nauseous and crampy this morning so I took another one and I got this faint line. 
I know a line is a line. But I've had issues with ectopic and multiple miscarriages in the past where the line never got darker and I'm not excited like I know I should be (we have been trying for 2 years) . Instead I'm just waiting for the crazy pain to start
Is this shade of line normal for when my period isn't due for 5 days? 
Update!!!!!