Ttc for 10 years

Life just doesn't make sense anymore . I'm 27 and recently lost my parents! I've been ttc for forever it seems but it's just not happening . I really want to have a family of my own 1 day but I don't think God wants that for me . I'm trying my best to keep hope but after every month of failure..... How do you keep going ? Sex doesn't mean anything to me anymore... Because what's the point ? 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩