I have been off birth control for almost a year. We have been trying to conceive since going off of birth control. First couple months of having my period I tell myself it takes time to get the pill out of my system. Next set of months I tell myself maybe I'm too stressed at work and that is why. Next set of months you tell yourself maybe you aren't meant to have kids. While hearing from my in laws that your life isn't fulfilled or complete unless you have biological children. My mom telling me that your cousin is pregnant again and another cousin is pregnant with twins. And instead I cry, cry so much I can't even form words. I feel so selfish. I should be happy for them but instead I am crying because I may never have that. I will never get to tell my husband that we are expecting. How do you get out of this crying? How do you find hope again? I feel very lost.