Dealing with anxiety

Lupita • married an anime junkie like me. Love to watch 90`s sitcoms, and draw, paint, cosplay. my fav 50"s sitcom is i love lucy. my fav disney princess is jasmine. looking to make newfriends.
I have been dealing with anxiety for awhile now and it's gotten to the point were it happens without warning. I struggle to deal with at times. I feel it prevents me from doing a lot of things and it's hard to explain why. I try to get my husband to understand but I feel he really doesn't understand. I feel beside myself. I feel my anxiety comes from my in-laws and certain people in my family. I try to talk to them about it but they usually just seem to brush it off like it's nothing. On top of that me and my husband have been trying to conceive baby #2 but no luck. I feel a lot of it has to do with my anxiety and I'm not sure how to overcome it. Any suggestions! ? Plz no rude comments.