When is it time to stop?

I can't control life. I can't control my emotions either. I ovulated early this month , way early cd8. I had implantation bleeding 10dpo. I begin to get a yeast infection. I am day two of the cream. If anyone has had a yeast infection it itches like crazy. Woops I scratched to hard and bled like crazy. I'm alone. My husband is across the country. I had promising signs that gave me so much hope! Six years of ttc is long. My on call gyno says maybe I started my period early. I just can't take this emotional roller coaster anymore . I feel so alone in This world. Everyone says relax but no I'm fucking angry. Any one, seriously two words of a response , am I the only one? Babies are supposed to come from love yet I'm so angry. Any similar stories ?