I feel so awful, but I am constantly feeling resentful. We lost a baby last fall and have been trying all year. I finally got tested and found out I have very low AMH (.65). We were referred to an infertility specialist and are on our thrid cycle working with him (2mos femara and first cycle in clomid). I am having acupuncture 2x week, taking supplements (coq10 and dhea), poked and prodded, and in the meanwhile feel like everyone is waiting on me to get pregnant. My husband is great, works a lot, and is unable to come to the majority of appointments. I feel so alone. I feel like im doing this solo (even though he says im not alone) but i cant help wishing we could just switch bodies for a while so he could do it and i could just go along with my day. Im starting to feel like we should stop trying for a baby. Isnt that horrible!? Is anyone out there gping through infertility treatments and feel the same?