Ughhhhh I'm dying!

Cherelle • I`m a teacher and I love my wife and my yoga!
I'm not literally dying but I feel like I'm
Dying slowly! This TWW is killing me softly. I'm 9-10 DPO idk for sure bc I don't know how to temp and check my cervix. AF IS due 23 and since about 5 dpo I've been experiencing cramps. Since then I've felt nauseous on and off and I've had headaches every day. To top it off I'm irritated to the core.... Idk if I want it so bad that I'm giving myself symptoms but if this isn't my month I'll never trust my body again!