PCOS and lady beards 😑

This is so frustrating, very irregular periods, weight gain and I've notice excessive hair growth a lot more recently 😑 I basically have a very short beard 😐 it's mostly on my upper neck/under my chin area and sideburn area too. I'm just thanking myself lucky that my body hair is very light and similar to peach fuzz but it's getting quite thick! I pulled a long straggler out the other day, it was about 2 inches long 😮 it makes me so self conscious 😣 I'm scared to start any hair removal treatments incase I have to keep doing it forever because if I stop it will come back in dark. 😩 My leg and pubic hair is just ridiculous, it's ginger and really thick 😳 I go through 3/4 razors shaving one leg! and don't even get me started on my butt crack 😶😷 I'm going off to live in the rain forrest with the orangutangs, I'm sure thy will welcome me because I look just like them! 😐😳😑