😞 Need to vent right now.

My boyfriend and I have been talking about having a baby for a very long time. I got off my depo and everything. Now that it's almost time to start getting my periods back and everything start to get ready for a baby he tells me he don't know if he's ready yet. I'm really upset because I got off my birth control for this ! I was only on it because my period cramps are terrible and the doctor said that depo would be the only thing that would help me. I'm really more hurt than anything. I'm gonna have a talk with him later.