Regret my marriage, IVF suffering and miscarriage

I just had my first pregnancy miscarriage two days ago. And DC procedure to clear my womb yesterday. It is very saddening for me after trying for 5 years due to male factor. It was also after 3 IVFs.

Today, I was home alone. He hypocritically said yesterday that he would check to take half day and take care of me since I am still on bed rest. Noon came, heard nothing from him and I managed to find a food delivery company to buy me my lunch. Get by.

Hubby then came home at 730 pm (later than usual when he knocks off at 6 and travel time is only 15 min).

We decided to dine out. He made me wait 15 min to park his car. Freaking so long until the restaurant closes.

I have no food until 830pm and took my Augmentine and pain med on an empty stomach. And have no appetite for dinner anymore.

Over my short pregnancy he also kept sleeping and did not help with heavier housework. Citing jet lag from his London work trip (we stay in Asia). And I am a full time working FX bank trader. What makes a pregnant wife more fit to clean the heavy bird cage and bring laundry out to dry?

Now I feel like divorcing him tomorrow and then do IVF with donor sperm. I rather be a swinging bachelorette, still keep my high flying career and not suffer this stupid male factor infertility with him (stupidly for 5 years).