I simply don't no what to say or put so here goes I have been feeling depressed for around 2 years now and I have good days and bad days sometimes worse where I self harmed where iv used a knife on my arm which leave marks depending how i feel. I feel hopeless, fed up and even used as wen I'm wantes and not worth anything specially to my other half I find it very hard to speak to him when i do I get really upset and tell him I dnt wana b here and that it feels like I don't want to b here and always ends to some sort of argument. I haven't been the docs cos it will feel like I will get fobbed off or struggle wiv the right words to say! What do I do I'm kinda stuck on what to do