Soooo mad.

I was upset with my SO yesterday about some things. Well tomorrow I want to go to a concert 25 minutes away he already said he'd go with me and I said I would pay for everything because it's my favorite band and I really want to see them. Well they don't play until 10:30 and he has to get up at 6 for work the next day. So he said he wasn't going to go. and I'm really upset and mad because he already said he would, knowing it's probably be a little later before we got back anyway, and because any other night if we were home he'd sit and drink til 12 or 1 then go to bed being up at the same time. He's done it so many times before, but the one night I ask him to just go with me he won't do it. Knowing its my favorite band and that I never ask him to do anything with me or take me anywhere(which he never does)and I said I was paying for it and everything. And that its not far at all. So I've been so upset about it all day. Then I got home before he did, and he walked in the door with a. Beer! So he's going to drink tonight having to get up at 7, but the one night he won't sacrifice going with me even for an hour to see my fav band. On top of that I'm doing so much for him lately that I shouldn't even have to but I am because he wants me to and need me to but again the one night I ask he won't do it. I'm getting so fed up with how selfish he is all the time.