I love this boy to death I am so happy that I'm 47 days away from seeing him again. (in person at least) The last time I saw him was May 31st and that was to ship him off to AIT. His in the National Guard doing a great service for this country. I can't help feel selfish wishing he would've never signed, but that's something he wanted to do so I'll always support him. Its very difficult to support something that could potentially hurt or kill the person you love but you do it anyways because you love that person. For every day that he is gone I have been writing a paragraph to let him know that I always was thinking of him.