Vain and wimpy 😢

So this probably sounds vain and wimpy and such a stupid thing to feel bad about, but my entire life I've been told how beautiful and exotic I am. Total strangers will tell me how gorgeous I am. 
With my husband though, I always get the feeling from things he has said and things I know from his past that I'm not what he thinks is beautiful in a woman, and that I'm not his type. 
We've talked about this and he always is very sweet and reassuring and says that I'm so beautiful to him and how much he loves me, but I just can't get out of my mind that he's just making me feel better. It's so unfair because I could care less what everyone else thinks, I just want to be beautiful for him, and I feel like I'm not. I was very confident on my beauty before, and I still know I'm pretty, but it just hurts so much to think of him thinking of other women as more beautiful and desirable than me.
I'm just trying to get over this! I know it's stupid!Â