I've been going through a lot lately and I just feel so alone and it sucks but I'm grateful I still have my backbone (family) here for me. So I had issues with my roommate so bad to the point my boyfriend would pick me up and I would sleep at his place because I just felt so uncomfortable. After leaving school for the summer I got to relieve that part of stress from my life. A month and a half goes by and my boyfriend ask for a break. My heart is shattered the only person I had left to trust wants a break. I was understanding and said fine but now it's been 2 months without sex . 1 month without communication. To my knowledge this is no longer a break. It's a separation there's no going back. It just hurts so much that I confined in him only to be let down at the end. My birthday is june 26th and a piece of me is hoping he at least attempts his hardest to call or text me " happy birthday" just to show he did care about me and it wasn't a game. I've been played to many times to comeback from this without being heartbroken. 😪😔