Panic/anxiety attacks

Just wondering if there are any other moms out there that had anxiety before getting pregnant and still struggling thru the pregnancy? I have felt it building for the last two weeks and then today the attack "finally" came :-( I hate it and I'm always exhausted afterwards and just want to cry. So I do, and then I pray and surround myself with family. My primary dr decided we could increase my medication safely and only slightly and I made sure to call my OB to inform them. Also to add to the emotion, I had my anxiety attack and was left crying and could feel the baby kicking which usually allows me to feel happy...but this time i felt guilty and sad because it was as if she was wondering why her mommy was sad worried...anyone else?