How does one get over the poas addiction

I'm so tired...almost 2 years...I want to focus on losing weight, but my body literally tells me " hey girl, it's baby making time" and just like pee pressure I give in and start tracking and hoping and getting giddy hoping this month will be mine. Mind you I have two beautiful girls (7 & 4) my Oldest keeps asking me for another and girl I've been workin hard on it. I do believe a large part is my weight but I've become so obsessed I can't think and focus on me anymore. .it really hurts to. .cause I seriously can't find it in myself to not not try. ..

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