Just venting

Nicole
So AF is due tomorrow and I'm in that weird funk where I feel like I'm having symptoms but I've had so much heart break that I'm expecting my period. I'm in that weird mood where I want my BFP but I also want my period to come and go so I can start <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> again. Anyone ever feel this way? TTC is so stressful.