Well, it happened! I have my BFP! I wasn't expecting it at all this month and here it is. My feelings are not how I imagined them to be. Im happy, of course, but now im mostly worried about a miscarriage. The fear of infertility switched to fear of miscarriage. I also realized that I don't know where to go from here. I took ibuprofen this morning before learning that I cant have that! My husband has the mix of happy and worry also. Mostly concerning being able to provide for his growing family. Im telling my parents tomorrow and scheduling the doc apt Monday. I can definitely use guidance from both of them and you ladies with children on here!