Lonely. 😔 (venting)

Briana • 199X. Aries. Broken.
Have you ever felt so lonely you just want to turn off your phone and just drive until your car runs out of gas and be alone with your thoughts? I've never felt so alone until today.
My family seems like they don't want me around anymore.
My boyfriend is always getting my hopes up and pushing my buttons. He loves to get a rise out of me to tell me that I overreact and blow up, but he's always the cause of it!
My friends all have lives between being mothers or having boyfriends or husbands who treat them like princesses and I'm just hear wondering why I wake up in the morning and because I do, hoping I can make it through another day without a breakdown.. 💔