I know this is awful. And I haven't acted on it, but I desire to be touched by another man. To be turned on again. I'm so in love with my husband and he's literally way out of my league and our marriage is quite lovely, but when we have sex it's just mediocre. I've had great sex before and sex with him was fantastic...in the beginning. I want foreplay, I want to be teased. My husband doesn't seem to understand my needs when it comes to sex no matter how many times I've talked to him about it. He's the "lets kiss for a couple seconds and I'll rub the wrong spot on your vag (over clothes) thinking it's your clit and then pull your pants off & stick it right in. You're not wet yet? No problem! I'll use my spit!"