Rape victims help please

Destiny
After being raped have any of you felt uncomfortable around grown men or felt like you had to be their toy and had to be pretty and perfect for them or that no one even cares that it happened because at 6 I told my mom and she asked if I wanted anyone to go to jail and I said no so she did nothing about it and he's even lived with us a few times since at that age I shouldn't have been able to choose.... I got raped from the age of 6-12 and I'm 16 now and this is how I feel and wondering if I'm the only one