This week is going to be intense for me. I have my 19 week scan on wednesday and then my dear nans funeral the day after :( I was looking after her with my mom and then she passed two weeks ago... I miss her so much and having a hard time feeling excited about my baby and mourning after my nan at the same time. I have a supportive fiancé and a beautiful little daughter (2 yrs old) which I'm eternally grateful for. My last baby didn't make it past 14 weeks so I'm also very grateful that I've got so far. I'm just a bag of nerves tbh :(