My fiancé doesn't want me to test

Samantha
So me and my SO went through a miscarriage beginning of May and my cycle went back to normal instantly and my DR said we could try again without waiting....
So this month we have times BD around my peak days etc and AF is now due in 2 days but he doesn't wante to test because he doesn't want to be disappointed & is terrified that if we Find out early we could loose the baby again 
I'm finding it so hard not to test....waiting to see if AF turns up scared a little