So sad

Courtney
Yesterday my baby would have been a week old.  But he's gone.  We buried him on Thursday.  Sometimes I feel like I just can't breathe.  And then I start to cry.  I can't even see myself past this.  I know I have to go get a better job but I so wanna be pregnant again!  If I start something new, I'll have to wait so I can get FMLA.
Sorry for the rant