Heartbroken 💔

We've lived together about 10 months and we've had our ups and downs, but never like this. We haven't slept in the same bed in a few nights and it physically hurts me. I've said sorry so many times and swore up and down that we can get passed this, but he's still uncertain. He says he needs time to think it through. He says even if we break up, doesn't mean it's for good it's just a break to figure things out... I need to prove to him that I can wait for things to get better. He's not moving out because he's hopeful it'll get better also... But I just don't know what to do... 💔😢