I was with my first SO at 18. (Still together) And we were snuggling and I was feeling his stomach (love his abs 😍) and he said I could touch "it" if I want. I kinda just stared at his crotch and back at him. He said "It's ok. I give you full permission." And he was looking at me really expectantly and smiling and I felt embarressed, but I slowly put my hand down his pants and I didn't know what I was feeling. He laughed "You're going in the wrong direction." And I got embarrassed and pulled my hand away, so this time he held my hand and guided it down and I just stared at him in shock because I didn't know they were so hot, or get so hard or are so big.😱💕