Terrified

Soooooooo, I had a miscarriage April 14,2016 at 8w6d. Currently 4w4d with our rainbow. I'm terrified. Going to call the doctor tomorrow to make my first appointment. I'm going to BEG my doctor to treat me as a high risk patient, at least for the first trimester. I'm so scared of having another miscarriage. I can't go through that again. I'm not strong enough. Not yet. Im still healing from our loss in April. Please prayer warrior mammas, pray for me (and all of us) to have a happy and healthy 9 months!