The sad days 😔

Today is one of those down days for me. Sure I could blame it on the hormones that AF brings when she visits, but I should just admit that I'm sad because I'm not pregnant. I get angry at the little things and in those blind moments I pretend I'm not hurting and let the anger direct my words and my steps. The fog clears and what's left is my sadness and now the shame of harsh words and unkind actions. I know this passes with time and soon I'll be more of my charming self, but today I'm an ogre hidden behind a plastic smile.