Does this happens to someone

So me and my so are TTC the past one year.when I saw someone pregnant I wish my husband didn't notice her.even my sister was pregnant I didn't take him with me to meet her and now our best friend is pregnant and again I didn't want to tell him.I don't know the reason maybe to didn't hurt him maybe to don't look bad cos I can't conceive.has this happened to soneone.?