I know I shouldn't feel this way. But how come some of the most horrid people get blessed with children and the women who TTC for months or years take forever to get blessed. I sit here and think about girls who I have went to high school with that ended up heroin addicts that have been blessed with children but do not take care or even want them. Why not us? I'm feeling so down because I just feel like it's not gonna be my month. I don't know I guess I'm just ranting. Ugh. I truly hope everyone on here gets blessed with a beautiful innocent life. Because every one of you deserve that baby. ❤️