Virginity

Julia • Confused girl in a very confusing world.
Last Saturday, I lost my virginity to my boyfriend of two months. I knew it wouldn't really be that big of a deal to me, but I still wanted to wait until the time was right for me. I knew it wouldn't be great since we were both virgins and had just a little idea about what we were doing, but was I going to tell him that?? No, of course not. It was better than I expected it to be, but it still wasn't that great. However, I do feel a bit closer to him now. And I'm happy that it was with him, because no one else is or was special to me as he is.