So one of my twins had always been a bit smaller than the other, they originally said it was a girl that was smaller. I went in for an ultrasound today but it turns out it was actually two boys but the smaller one had grown to be the size he was supposed to be but they could not find a heart beat. I'm so sad and I don't know how to tell anyone I like to deal with things by pretending they didn't happen but I also know everyone will be asking me how the twins are and making twin comments, I told my 4 year old who handled it great but I'm just not ready to tell anyone else. I'm also confused why if he grew to size and was no longer small why his organs that we're all perfectly functioning four weeks ago would just stop. I'm 23 weeks 2 days. Has anyone else lost a twin this late? They said it's a 50/50 chance he will be absorbed or preserved Enough for me to bury him. Not at all what I was expecting.