I'm so overwhelmed 😔😔😔 you guys know how hard it is to keep trying and trying for a BFP and get let down month after month time and time again? I've been pregnant twice my whole life, lost both babies 😢😢😢 then after I stopped trying, well that was about a year ago, now I've been trying every month for about 9 or 10 months and it's like my body is saying well you had your chances no more babies for you like I can't ever get pregnant again or something 😩😩 sad thing is I believe I either have pcos, endometriosis, or really low progesterone and I have NO MONEY to go see an OB to rule it out, it's heartbreaking and MC are the worst 😩😩😫 someone, anyone please please give me some sunlight in this storm ☔️ you guys don't know how badly this hurt I've started suffering from depression ever since my last MC 😢 please READ please HELP!