Now im really sick of this. I have a boyfriend and he's always doing me wrong like he cheats on me and when i find out then he'll come with a love story saying he wont do it anymore but does it   again and continue to do it NONSTOP at all , i think he's just tryna get in my head so I'll stay with him but why does he want me to stay with him when he have other girls ? I told him he can only have one so who is it gonna be. He told me it's hard for him to be faithful but he say "he loves me" of course i dont believe that but it's just the sweet messages telling me he love me i guess it all sounds good 👌 he's always being mean to me😞 he shows me none of his attention. I try calling him , he declines every call then i start blowing him up then he'll answer the phone and say "what"? Then when i try to stay otp with him he'll hang up or make up a lie saying he was eating or he finna go eat or get in the shower and thats a lie cus sometimes he dont even be at home to take a shower so i know he be lien , its like he never has time for me , but im always there for him i show him my attention.. I call him then he'll be like im playing my game , im otp with my homeboy , my question is why are you putting them before me? And he always say I'll call you back but i never get a call but he'll post on Facebook or snapchat do anybody wanna FaceTime..😔i showed him my emotions i love and like him that's why ian let go yet but im to the point that im really tired of this cus i cant be getting treated wrong and sad all my life.. He post on snap chat of him getting hickeys and sucked up and stuff and when he see that I viewed it he immediately text me and be like its his homeboy that's when he start acting really nice ig so i will believe him but it is him and i know it im not dumb.. I tried to cheat on him so my feelings for him would go away but it didn't go anywhere! I tried not to care so many times , its not WORKING! He doesn't text me when he's mad at me but i stay mad at him all the time, EVERYDAY And i still text him when im mad. I try to express my feelings to him but its no point at all. I stop begging for his attention for a few days and i stop giving him my attention, i stop calling and I didn't text him if he didn't text me i tried to see how that'll work out like would he act right then? He texted me and said wtf wrong with you ? And i told him what im doing since he doesn't wanna treat me right.. I need help I haven't broke up with him cus i dont wanna start all over with a new person but he's hurting me. He told me if i have sex with him he'll act right 😖😖😖please read all of this