Ever since I lost my baby in March I haven't been okay... I've put on a smile for every one else but it's really taken its toll on me... I've had bad thoughts... I'm unhappy.. I work 2 jobs mainly because I need the money but it helps keep me busy... I feel like it's put a strain on me and my marriage.. How do I keep going? How do I keep dealing with the pain... I'm tired of negatives month after month... All I want is my baby back in my arms... 😞