I don't know what to do anymore....I'm angry with myself and my stupid boyfriend.... I'm 2 months late and i really can't afford to be pregnant.... I already have a 5 month old daughter. I just made the volleyball team at my college and I'm supposed to go to school in the fall but I can't do nun of that if I'm pregnant. To make it worst my bofriend got his ass fired from a very good job and he don't have a job. But he lied to me about that. His sister told me. My whole family knew actually but didn't tell me.... I helped him get that job just so he can throw it away. That's embarrassing but he will cry if I tell him that. So he knows he has no job. No money but he still purposely let off inside of me knowing I am NOT on birth control. And his excuse is but you felt so good. Like I'm gonna say 'oh well Thats fine I guess' FUCK NO!!! What Am I supposed to do? Now I'm thinking of an abortion because if I'm pregnant i will not be able to love in my parents house they are already complaining about me being here now. So I'm gonna be homeless pregnant with. A baby. How does that work? And I am not staying with his parents they are worse then mine. Could my life be any more ducked up? And he straight told me to get over myself when I expressed this to him. Saying I'm not gone be alone. YES I WILL!!!! He's saying has going to the military to help. How in the fuck can you help if I'm here pregnant alone!!!! With a 5 month old and homeless!!!! How is that helping. I'm not your wife and your stupid ass done got your ass fired and never got a place like you were supposed to because spending money on shit was more important to you then me and your kid and he think me having a ring on my finger is helping. What in the fuck did I get myself into! Someone please help me..... What should I do?