I want my body back!!! I didn't think I would ever feel like I wanted this pregnancy to be over because I loved it up to a few days ago. But now I'm just done. I can still bend down and move around but it leaves me breathless. My hips ache. My sleep schedule is garbage. My tummy gets so in the way of everything. Excersice is becoming more and more impossible. I'm down to 4ish hours of excersice a week and hardly any cardio. All I can do is sleep and eat and I feel so disgusting all the time. I hate gaining weight. I miss excersicing 6-7 hours a week and having my normal taste buds back. And i miss seeing my thighs shrinking rather than growing. And where did these muffin tops come from?! All I like right now is garbage processed foods. I miss being able to stand at the stove for two hours without needing a nap afterward. I miss being able to do 4 hours of chores a day without collapsing on the couch every half hour. And now I'm realizing that, even when the baby is out, things are still going to be different for a long while, atleast until he's in school. Nothing is ever going to be the same again!!! Even when all the kids are moved out, I'll be in my mid 40s and getting tired with age. Good bye, my youthful energy. You will be missed.