Random Question (bj related)

So this is really odd, but I've just been curious as to if I'm alone on this. I've always hated giving blowjobs, I just get bored or I'm just like ew no, but I'll do it if that really want it and blah blah blah. And well, I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year, and I love giving him them. I don't know why though. I hate the thought of doing it to anyone else, and I've always hated doing it, but I just love doing it to him, even the thought of it I love so much.