How do you have sex again after rape

In March some stuff happened and I tried to move past it and in about May I got into a relationship, I've been with him now for nearly 2 month but i can't sleep with him, I don't even know how to explain it but I'm scared and i can't do it but I feel because he's spent so much money on me that I have to
When I went to get tested at the clinic they offered me help but I refused it because I just wanted to forget it but now I'm struggling with this and I don't know how to even ask for advice now 

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