Encouraging words please.

Amber
Currently almost 36 weeks with twin girls. Doctor wanted me to originally make it to 37 weeks. June 30th. Today I went in and I'm 2 cm dilated and 80% thinned out. He has changed his mind and wants me to try to make it 38 weeks. Scheduled a c-section for July 7th. Two weeks seems so far away. I'm not sure why I'm so upset but I am. I'm completely miserable and don't feel like I can mentally or physically make it two more weeks. I want them out :(