I've struggled with 5 years of depression, a lifetime of anxiety, 3 years of Borderline Personality Disroder and a year of PTSD. SO, no surprise that I'm in therapy...here's the thing though...I fancy my therapist...like...really bad. (Let's call him M). I'm engaged and he's married and obviously he doesn't even look at me in that way. Not to mention the fact it's illegal...obviously he doesn't know (nor wil he ever) and neither will my fiancé. It takes my ages to open up to someone and feel as though I can talk to them, and it's taken me 3 therapists to find one I like (and it's taken me a year to get to where I am now with M) so changing therapists is OUT OF THE QUESTION. I feel really comfortable around M (not just because I fancy him but also because he's exactly the kind of person I like - which come to think about it is probably the reason I fell for him...) BUT I just don't know what the hell to do. My sessions with M really help but I don't want these feelings to escalate and (God forbid) I fall in love...please please help :((