Tomorrow I'm 39+5 and scheduled for a csection at 12pm. I have to be up in 6 hours and my mind is just racing. I can't sleep!!! I've been through it before but I was so medicated from blood pressure being so high last time. This time it's not and all I can think about is the needle in my back and then cutting me open while being awake. I know my husband makes me stronger and I can do this but I'm freaking out!!!