Today would have been my due date

Amanda • My husband and I suffer from recurrent pregnancy loss, meaning we've had 3 consecutive miscarriages. We are currently seeing a fertility specialist for help. Hoping for our rainbow soon.
October 10, 2015. I found out I was pregnant. Little did I know I'd have a missed miscarriage at ten weeks. I miss that baby so much. Today I am 12 weeks and I'm so very nervous I'll lose this one as well. I've already had 2 miscarriages. I don't know how not to worry.