What should i do? Or Am i doing something wrong? (Its a long post I'm sorry)

There was this guy in Track. We started out as friends. days passed still friends. then months passed and i began getting feelings for him, we were "just friends" tho. While I still had a crush on him a different guy came to my life, my neighbor. I began just talking to my neighbor just to have a friend because at that time I was having problems with my best friends. Then i had known my crush for more than a year and i knew I really wanted to be with him but we were still "just friends". At the same time I had began hanging out with my neighbor but all I wanted with him was to be friends, but something inside me began getting feelings for him. A bit more time happens and it turns out my crush wanted to be "more than just friends". I was more than happy. At that time i also found out my neighbor might of have a crush on me. I told my crush to give me time, because the way he "asked me out" was that he was telling me that he had been wanting to do something for a while, which was kiss me. He told me if I'd kiss him that would make me his girlfriend. A week after my crush "asked me out" we were just talking and suddenly he just kissed me. After kissing me he told me I'm his girlfriend now. But inside me I had a different feeling. I can't tell what it was. I just knew it was a different feeling, I liked the feeling but also didnt. I was happy tho that i was kissed by my crush and that we were now going out.

Also hopefully it'd make me forget the tiny feelings i had for my neighbor. School is over and we're still going out. I went to his graduation and met his family. After that we didn't see each other for about two weeks but we'd still talk with each other but by Snapchat, we wouldn't send pictures to each other tho (don't think wrong), we'd just chat. I'd hang out with my neighbor because it was summer and there isn't anything to do. Then those tiny feelings for my neighbor came back. The conversations over Snapchat i have with my boyfriend are also a problem. Well actually we never really have a proper converastion. It's always "yea, cx, xp,😝,😜,😛" Seriously it's always that. Its different when i talk to my neightbor tho, we actually have proper conversations he has also makes me laugh really hard sometimes. This has made my tiny feelings for him grow a bit and making me loose feelings for my boyfriend a bit too.. With my boyfriend the only "love" we show each other when we're together is by kissing or holding hands, we've never called each other "babe" or anything. We made a month together on June 10th but we didn't do anything, we still hadnt seen each other for 2 weeks at that time. Until the Saturday after the 10th, I invited him to a party we we're having at my house. He met my family. But while he was there he seemed bored, or tired. Last Friday i went out with my neighbor to LA just to hang out, nothing happened we just talked and walked around downtown. I went with him because why not? I didn't have plans anyway. This week we've been going to the library together to get summer school work done. My bouyfriend still messages me but its still the same "xp, yeaa, 😛,😝". He doesnt even invite me out like my neighbor. He doesnt even invite me over to his house. (sorry for the long post)