So bummed

Amanda
Missed my fertile window this month. Hubby was sick and then had stress at work so he wasn't in the mood. Trying to guilt him into it wouldn't have worked so I just let the opportunity go. 
I am pretty much over my miscarriage, but seeing all these celebrity baby announcements and friends posting on FB acts like daggers in my heart. I didn't realize how much I wanted a second baby until I started reacting to those announcements. 
And I miss my Fibromyalgia medication, but can't take it while TTC. I hurt all the time. 
So I guess I will suffer in silence because talking to hubby puts pressure on him, and that pressure is counterproductive to BD'ing. On to next month I guess.