Not making plans because "I might be pregnant"

Ev
Is anyone else afraid to make long term plans because of the "hopefully I'll be pregnant by then" attitude?        I had a pretty traumatic loss at 21 weeks last year. Super sick with sepsis, at the hospital for almost 2 weeks and an intense 6 month recovery. Needless to say I have huge anxiety around another pregnancy and I'm finding myself not wanting to commit to vacations or future plans because of TTC and pregnancy. ☹️ Is anyone else struggling with this?