Ugh last week my SO was over and asked if I had my period cause I was being super emotional and had been for a few days which I did hell I even remember being pissed I started it 5 days before a lake party any way so that got me to thinking cause I want that with him one day in the FAR future after I finish college and after we have our own place aaaand then I had a dream last night that I was pregnant and it was so real that I felt my stomach when I woke up but now is not the right time at all for either of us but damn I wish it was 😭😭😭