i'm so alone like i literally have no friends lol...i don't have anyone to talk to. i just have my boyfriend, if i lose him i'll have nothing. i love my family and i absolutely love my sister but she's still kinda young so sometimes it's hard to talk to her. i just feel lonely and doing something about it is way easier said than done. i try to think of solitude as a good thing and i hope one day i'll be totally content being as alone as i am, i just want to be happy without needing any bestfriends or anything like that.